{"id":919,"date":"2025-04-24T20:06:37","date_gmt":"2025-04-24T20:06:37","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/serafinaforever.com\/?p=919"},"modified":"2025-04-24T20:06:39","modified_gmt":"2025-04-24T20:06:39","slug":"ora-e-allora","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/serafinaforever.com\/de\/ora-e-allora\/","title":{"rendered":"Jetzt und damals"},"content":{"rendered":"<div data-elementor-type=\"wp-post\" data-elementor-id=\"919\" class=\"elementor elementor-919\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-2049799f e-con-full e-flex e-con e-parent\" data-id=\"2049799f\" data-element_type=\"container\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-5e4e8f1 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"5e4e8f1\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p>\u00a0<\/p><p>Ich frage mich, wo du bist,<br \/>jetzt, wo du nicht mehr da bist,<br \/>und wo ich sein werde,<br \/>wenn ich nicht mehr da bin.<\/p><p>Wenn du und ich,<br \/>wie damals,<br \/>in dem Raum, der dir<br \/>jetzt <br \/>geh\u00f6rt.<\/p><p>Zwei fl\u00fcchtige Gestalten,<br \/>tanzend<br \/>die Choreografie einer Zeit<br \/>und zeitlos,<br \/>unaufl\u00f6slich,<br \/>wie das Band, das mir Geburt<br \/>aus deinem Scho\u00df machte.<br \/><br \/>Ich frage mich, ob dann,<br \/>und wie damals,<br \/>dein stiller Gesang,<br \/>Bote des Friedens und der Erl\u00f6sung:<br \/>\u00c4ngste ausl\u00f6schen,<br \/>Beklemmungen vertreiben,<br \/>und D\u00e4monen verjagen,<br \/>stets<br \/>lauernd.<\/p><p>Ich frage mich, ob,<br \/>selbst wenn blind,<br \/>meine Augen sich an dem festhalten werden,<br \/>was einst F\u00fchrung war,<br \/>und in der rabenschwarzen Stille seines Wassers<br \/>meine Unsicherheiten versinken.<\/p><p>Und wenn du meine Schritte<br \/>erkennen wirdst,<br \/>um mir entgegenzukommen,<br \/>wie damals,<br \/>und das bittere Vorgef\u00fchl<br \/>zum Schweigen bringst,<br \/>ein f\u00fcr alle Mal,<br \/>dass ich fallen werde.<\/p><p>Und dann frage ich mich,<br \/>welchen Sinn es hat, es Mangel zu nennen,<br \/>wenn es doch F\u00fclle heraufbeschw\u00f6rt.<\/p><p>Ich frage mich, ob,<br \/>und ich frage mich, wann,<br \/>und ich sage mir:<br \/>\"Jetzt ist jetzt,<br \/>und damals war noch nicht die Zeit\u2026\"<\/p><p>Jenseits meiner <em>Wenns<\/em>,<br \/>auf der Bahn der Gegenwart,<br \/>im langsamen Schritt,<br \/>die Bl\u00fcte erwartend,<br \/>wie die kahlen \u00c4ste der Birken,<br \/>den dem Versprechen<br \/>eines l\u00e4ngst angek\u00fcndigten Fr\u00fchlings anvertraut sind.<\/p><p>Ich renne und durchquere die Gegenwart,<br \/>und ich wei\u00df, dass Raum und Zeit sind, <br \/>die mich durchqueren.<\/p><p>Ich renne und renne,<br \/>schneller,<br \/>energetischer,<br \/>ein Schwung ohne R\u00fcckkehr<br \/>dem leuchtenden Grenzgebiet entgegen,<br \/>das trennt,<br \/>das vereint.<\/p><p>Ich renne und keuche,<br \/>und mit jedem schweren Atemzug<br \/>n\u00e4her<br \/>dem scharlachroten <br \/>Vorhang,<br \/>der empf\u00e4ngt.<\/p><p>Das Meer auf meinem Gesicht,<br \/>und deine K\u00fcsse,<br \/>begleitet<br \/>vom Gru\u00df der Raben.<\/p><p>Jetzt, wie damals.<\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u00a0 Mi chiedo dove sei,ora che non ci sei,e dove sar\u00f2 ioquando non ci sar\u00f2 pi\u00f9. Se io e te,come [&hellip;]<\/p>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"site-sidebar-layout":"default","site-content-layout":"","ast-site-content-layout":"","site-content-style":"default","site-sidebar-style":"default","ast-global-header-display":"","ast-banner-title-visibility":"","ast-main-header-display":"","ast-hfb-above-header-display":"","ast-hfb-below-header-display":"","ast-hfb-mobile-header-display":"","site-post-title":"","ast-breadcrumbs-content":"","ast-featured-img":"","footer-sml-layout":"","theme-transparent-header-meta":"","adv-header-id-meta":"","stick-header-meta":"","header-above-stick-meta":"","header-main-stick-meta":"","header-below-stick-meta":"","astra-migrate-meta-layouts":"default","ast-page-background-enabled":"default","ast-page-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-4)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"ast-content-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-919","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"aioseo_notices":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"rttpg_featured_image_url":null,"rttpg_author":{"display_name":"Chiara","author_link":"https:\/\/serafinaforever.com\/de\/author\/admin\/"},"rttpg_comment":1,"rttpg_category":"<a href=\"https:\/\/serafinaforever.com\/de\/category\/uncategorized\/\" rel=\"category tag\">Uncategorized<\/a>","rttpg_excerpt":"\u00a0 Mi chiedo dove sei,ora che non ci sei,e dove sar\u00f2 ioquando non ci sar\u00f2 pi\u00f9. Se io e te,come [&hellip;]","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/serafinaforever.com\/de\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/919","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/serafinaforever.com\/de\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/serafinaforever.com\/de\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/serafinaforever.com\/de\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/serafinaforever.com\/de\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=919"}],"version-history":[{"count":7,"href":"https:\/\/serafinaforever.com\/de\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/919\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":926,"href":"https:\/\/serafinaforever.com\/de\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/919\/revisions\/926"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/serafinaforever.com\/de\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=919"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/serafinaforever.com\/de\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=919"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/serafinaforever.com\/de\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=919"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}